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hello... November!!

2009-11-09T20:57:00.003+08:00

TOOT-TO-DO!!!

Today was fun..went to siti's hse to 'study'.. which we did do for a while..Bad veryBAD!!! wow!! Siti's new phone is so cool and technolo-gee-kee..that word does not exist does it?? haha..anyway..yeap .. it was nice of her to let me try her new phone!! LG VIEWTY...Haaa...Oh-goody-goody!! sOO jakon (translation: you know how ppl are when they nvr see something so bizarre before) hehe..kay too excited bout her phn.. did buy some stuff today..hehe..

nothing much to say..oh this is too late to say but " good luck to those taking MT OLVL TODAY!!"
AND..HAHA..'HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BESTIE, SITI!!' :D

she went FIG AND OLIVE!! no fair!! haha:P

Bye Bye..

end of the month..OCTOBER

2009-10-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

31102009,

haiz...that date marks the end of October...The days seems to go by very fast. And soon i have to leave the most memorable, interesting and great part of life! (i can't imagine myself anywhere else aft this..not that i do not have any ambitions..). Anyway, the group of friends ( most nicest and friendliest friends) are going to gone, all going their seperate ways..i know that now is not the time i need to worry abt this ( not to forget Olvl is stil lgoing on) but you know...it just does not seem right that it is ending!!! okayy, i need to stop worrying bout this already..

Today was superb. although lava cancelled it last minute but still i Ran!! haha...Very refreshing..i want to do it more often..oHH!! THE PIZZA today was great..the new pizza, dipping thingy( the nutchos and cheese) is a MUST TRY!!

okay, loved watching Privileged.. well at first i thought it was some random tv series..but actually its quite amazing...recommended for girls only..but guys could watch too if the have a softer side..haha kidding..So, its kind of interesting that being a tutor for rich families can be so thrilling, messy, tiring and difficult. The main character..haha...is very goodie..i know but i guess you can't blame her if she gets into your life just to help right??But oh well, there's many things that can be learn from the tv series..haha...can't wait for the next episode!!:D

I'm done for today!! i need to be concentrating on my Chem and oh SS PAPER on mon!! So scary..brrrr...

Great Night!
:D:D:D:D:D

after such a long lovely nights.. haha :P

2009-10-30T22:54:00.006+08:00

hi! hi! hi!!

haha...theres a really long period of time when you really don't update your blog..haha...hmm..
its great to have turn 16 coz you start to look at things in a different perspective..well mostly. More maturely , more wisely and you kinda learn to think through stuff... i sound old!! .

So,Olvl!!! hehe...its here already... 5 papers done and two more weeks of excruciating and draining days to endure..haiz...but in a wink of an eye its gone..haha..oops. maybe not..hehe. No comment on the English paper.. Both math papers (A&E ) were somewhat do- able..haha...hopefully the moderation would help somehow.. come to think of it its not that bad for the start of Olvl week, not stating the fact that i almost freak my ass (out)/ (nicer way)- almost bursting my heart and nearly pop my eyes for being soo silly..haha...you wont want to do what i did cause it will cause you your whole Olvl..or maybe only that particular paper?? haha...i told siti and her reaction was BIG..i tell you..BIG..here's what she said,

conversation on the phn- 29102009-abt 7-8 pm??

dah dahdah dah dah....

ME : hey i wanna tell you something freaky that happen today......
siti: huh?? serious!! syuhaidah!! olvl... how can you.....if i were there i would have lecture you and you'll be shock..i can totally relate to how you feel..

haha...not too much details...hehe :D

hmm...i just learn something from lava today...'RUSSIAN ROULETTE' . It's a game ppl played last time in which they bet..with a pistol. Oh you know those you reload but only has six bullets?? yep the one like those in cowboy movies?? haha..yeap..so they will spin the gun and the person who it pointed at has to pick up the gun and shoot himself..oh kayy....anyway, the catch is that there is only on bullet reloaded in it...so the person gets shot will not get his share of money that he bet..haizz...Oh and it did happen here once last year (lava told me)...i find that amazingly hmm... practically Not Smart?? why wld anyone do that..haha..well maybe its their kind of FUN!! oh rite now watching THE AMAZING RACE...And this episode they have to go down this very tall slide at Dubai....COOL!! I WOULD LOVE TO TRY......suddenly got reminded of the chalet last year...went on a ride with lava at Wild WiLD wET!! HAHA... This U shape slide for two...ohhh!! so Exciting ...still want to do it AGAIN..hehe...

Not tired yet...haha...kay i got to be crazy..and i am driving myself nuts...especially when you can't get the ans or ans to certain ques with such confident and straight to the point ans..however if a fact is just suddenly smack in your face..its exciting but at the same time takes alot longer to absorb then when it comes slowly..yeap...been there lots!! haha..and still am..ha.........

okie dokie.need to sleep!!!.takecare...so excited bout tmw evening..Run!!! haha..:P

Au- revoir!! hehe...i dun know if that is how you spell it!!

the biggest blow

2009-09-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

Sup??

Today wasn't great..had the biggest blow....its simple yet complicated...
ARGH!! feeling so guilty right now....OhMyGOsh!!!! i cannot believe myself...

Do anyone ever get angry at something? like really really mad :\ ?? Then feel so
guilty everytime it happens?? Well i do.. Lots!!!! Which isn't a great feeling at all
an will feel like smacking yourself...especially if the person is really close and the ones you loved..
i dun mean to dragged on but well it really do get onto my nerves and the guilty feeling won't go away
unless the person like smile or talk to me..This, is a signal that they are okay with me...

I have many flaws..Many many until i cannot even count. i really need to learn lots more about life
than i thought. it's just that you discover more flaws when you do mistakes or when you just fail
to do.. And trust me sometimes it is those things that you thing you can handle well. What more when you really think its your ability and it becomes a weakness..It really eats you up...

people can really lose it when you least expected..haiz...i still have a long way to succeed.findig ones true self is harder tan i thought. :(

Cheers and lead a happy life. hopefully Allah may bless me and the people i love with a great life and show the route to being a more better person. Amin.

Hahaha...k..bye finish already pouring my heart out
Feeling much better already:)

nightzz....

just another day

2009-09-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

HEY! Hey! hEy!

holidays is ending and i am really cramming..like totally argh!!! haha.But it's a great feeling cause i know i am working hard and at turbo speed for oLvls!! yeay!!kind of nervous about the upcoming prlims but i can do it and i know others can!!haha...:P

hmm...i can't believe its already the last few days of PUASA!! wohoo!! it felt so short although literally it is...hehefrom 30 days to 29!!!yes!!!right now watching America's Next Top model make me go crazy with all of TYRA'S fuuny reactios..woo!! i love the photo shoots. Very interesting..

*yawn* so sleepy!! so overly tired and worn out!!! haha..GOODNITE!!:D

ChiaoS!!! :)

just a break

2009-08-16T10:41:00.002+08:00

Rise and Shine!!!

haha.. great morning...okie...started out with math w/s... then did housework..normal random stuff. i can't believe left two more weeks to prelims!! oHmYgOSh!!!!

well, panicking cause a short amt of time left to revise..haiz....i have loads of them!! but at the same time am not cause i got great tuition teachers!!hahaa :) hopefully i can get better results thhis time. Anyway been fasting to pay back..Haha - 7 days!!- oHwell, last minute but still i cannot wait till fasting comes!! haha so HAPPY!!

ah!!! vent my frustration: why?? lappy toppy??? why cannot read my Ipod?? haha...at first ya...you did but now why not?? GREAT! i want to put more songs!!! ah!!

haha okie enough of that ....HOOK ONO TOO MANY MALAY SONGS...:p

hehe..this is my break!!:P

buh-bye!!

hectic day

2009-08-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

Woah!! Today was absolutely a day out of the ordinary!!!

Well, started off at school when there was this huge thing hat happen.. Was irritated but yeah.. I guess i don;t bother bout it more even if i do. How can someone take away somethug hat you love t do WITHOUT warnng.. That's totally unfair and insensible!!! Man!! i wsh i could do the same but its rude too do so...hmm..i feels that part of you is lost and torn..

Haha..love me tuition!! It was great. It simply get me worked up for more MATH!! Great!!:D Doodle here and there math question..haha..Paiseh just now never bring TYS..haha ..Had to made do of what resources the teacher had...

oh wellgotta!!! i really am!!! wanna watch ANUGERAH!!! Catch up sometime later!!!

TOODLES

2009-07-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

Gosh my sister say i smell!!! wail!!! mean si smell the whole day?? that is so .....k nvr mind..dunno what to say anymore...oh...happy belated birthday to my eldest brother and happy advance birthday to my youngest brother..see its going to be one hectic week when u are stuck with birthdays in a week!!!

why do i keep rolling my eyes??!!! haha..stop that habit it's bad.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!i need to find out my bad habit and change them or stop doing it. haha...

k going already!!!! buh-bye

2009-07-16T22:17:00.003+08:00

hmm.. today was okayy..normal stuff..study study and study..and i learn that we cannot expect too much of anything. just o with the flow!! haha.. like i wrote in my ans to Mrs Tan.." like any other stories, life is like a fairytale that we have to vreate on our own" well.. i love that!! haha...just feel at peace right now!!! thank you!!!! yes- sa!!!haha:P i am mad and insane and always will be no matter what. insya allah still normal and not mental!!! hehe:P

SHORT BUT SWEET?

2009-07-15T20:51:00.005+08:00

sigh!!sigh!!

haha...just got home and am totally tired..very.bery..haha very ecstatic cause the fact that i got to play netball!!!! ahh!!! i really want us to keep our title but the problem is there is 4G , group of guys!! haha...man we're dead meat!! i tell you!!! any tiger coming to get us?? haha...wah!! i smell terribly!! hah..sheesh!! i need o take a bath..:P haha

NETBALL!!! HERE WE COME!!!:D

A heck of a day

2009-07-11T18:20:00.009+08:00

Finally??!!

haha...yeap..at last i got to get hold pf my sis laptop..yippee!! OhMYGawd...it's always hard to get my sis to let me use it..haha.but anyway..been very.Very.VEry.VERy.VERY BUSY!!! superbly tiring week.work goes on and on and on..i can' believe how people van get through o levels.did much studying in school and after school..i'd prefer to study with my friends t then being supervise by a teacher..sheesh..haha..i am under this new study programme. haha..my bet for flunking me mid-year...serves me right!!:P

well..today started off with a run..well maybe brisk walking with my mom and me two youngest siblings. haha...but later i succeeded in persuading my mom to buy Marigold Yogurt Drink!! yum!!!i mean slurpp!!! haha...not exactly argued but told my mom that buying four smaller ones are more worth than the two big ones however it goes on and on and....yada..my mom won..as always!!:)

Came home and did normal routine. but went to my niece house to teach her tuition but i was shooed away..haha..nolah she cant have tuition today..haha..after which my eldest sis woke up..Woah-ho-ho..she looks damn grumpy..my Gosh- Scary!! haha anyway later she lighten up then my eldest bro came home. my younger bro went soccer...So, my eldest bro went to sleep and the whole house turn up side down..hmm.. not literally!! haha...you wouldn't want to see.. now i know...No wonder my friends never come my house before..haha..OH WELL...:D

then my mom and two youngest siblings went to attend some wedding somewhere...don't ask me..i have no idea always dun in this topic...hehe..then left me and eldest sis... HAHA... my sister was using her laptop while i well was designing 'something' but haha...you would never want me to design for you anything haha..cause my drawing is totally horrible..but i want to have my own FASHION LINE which in my opinion will take a million years to happen.you know... haha..so like typical teenagers, we were cam-whoring..HAHAHA...very funny ...tell you something.. we did lots and lots of silly stuff...haha..GUESS!!

i show you some k??

HAHA..RMB WHAT YOU SEE BUT DELETE IT BEFORE YOU SLEEP if not you'll get a nightmare!..

CHEERY!!

me cuz..)

2009-06-28T20:54:00.003+08:00

Yoha!!

well..today is quite fun!! my younger cuz came over cause my parents and hers and my aunts and uncles went to some wedding..haha...children are always left at home cause they think we are burden..haha..Oh Gosh...oh well but there's one coming up this saturday at one of my older cuz hse..he is getting married...woah!! we're all getting old..very fast!! Nyahaha!!

okie..Anyway, my cuz came..and that point of time (wrong timing) i was cleaning up my room which is and was in total mess..so at today i was feeling more hardworking..Haha...then..did some ca wghoring which was hmm.... weird and crazy??!!kakaka....did much..but hm..a bit lazy today..haiz..

watched SkyHigh at an indonesia channel. Was nice...very!! hahaha...Tmw school and i am up for a performance..JENG,JENG,JENG..haha..Nevre-wrecking..hopefully we do well..:P Onwards!! haha..school motto..

jeez...since when do parents change roles?? usually the mom who nags but woah.... i got nag by my dad who repeats hmm.. millions of times??- a little exaggerating but ya to take the clothes in...haiz...

School tmw!! Good luck to moi..:D

Nightie loves...

Girls day out!!

2009-06-27T17:17:00.004+08:00

Hey!!

haha...today was fun...Aiyaiyai...did not get to go running with Lava in the morning cause my mom and eldest sister went to the mosque for an activity..haha..they told me they played Twister..kinda..oh well..Later that morning my youngest sister got a call from my mom that we are going Bukit Panjang Plaza!!! BPP...yesa!!

I had to look ard the mall to find my mom and eldest sister..haha...went to the library..wohoo!! me favourite place.. I dunno why but it is the most suggested palce if u ask me for a place to hang out..haha.. :P..thats y my friends don't really bother asking where we should go for outing unless they run out of places to hang out or visit..you see..hehe...So, then we went popular and started going crazy by putting any item i see in the basket my mom was carrying..but OFC later i had to take them all back if not it could have caused my life..u know..like to work there or even better ehem... then we got humgry..Actually me and my mom..haha..my two sisters nah..they are Omg can say have quite a lean body very modelish..hehe...We decided to go..BANQUET. Yum yum!!

We had a very funny conversation with the stall holder who was cooking both my sister's Yong Tau Foo.. that how you spell it?? haha.It went like this...haha...

Lady: So are you guys sisters??
We smiled then just nod..haha
Lady: let me guess whose the oldest?? you rite??( my eldest sis cause she was wearing a hijab or issit because she is mature..haha) then you are the second( obvious cause i was the taller then my younger and eldest but well...) and you the youngest( haha..cause she looks the youngest..)
We just laughed, then the rest is censored..haha..its a secret ..:P
Lady: wah this one pretty ah.. haha( to my youmgest sister)
E. sister: yaya..hahaq...she Pakistan mah..haha
My yougets sister just grin shyly...haha...it was a longer story.. but can't do that ..i mean tell the whole story..hehe:)

wah!! tired but it was worth it funny stuff and weird plus crazy things happen.. you must see it to believe it!! haha

BUH-BYE!! :D

Just Another Day...

2009-06-26T23:56:00.004+08:00

Hey,

Today is just like any other day...woah!! woke up late then rush to school to finish my Spa work..didn't know Spa could be that tedious??! But thank 'Him' up there that i manage to finish my work..haha..like always waited for Lava...as i insist. Waited like 2hrs?? 3hrs??? oH man was bored like dunno what but still did manage to entertain self with my mom's phone..Thank you!! hehe...

while waiting Ridz remind me of the part time job of guess what??! Pumping balloons for a company..i think LG?? which was recommend by Sharon for her sister..haha...really wanted to do it...The pay is quite..hmm...worth it and at the same time i can tone me arm!! OoOoO...HAHA...:D
Great deal huh?? Of coursy..haha

Then went home with lava like always. Talked alot..Planned to go jogging..hopefully i can wake up..HOPEFULLY..haha..Now Now i wanna use the facebook!! update tmw kkkk??? and sleep soon!! yahaa... :P

NIGHTIE NIGHT PEEPS!!

Its an outing aft sooo looong!!

2009-06-25T21:53:00.011+08:00

Ola Amiga!!

Hehe..it seems that i love to start of with diff languages..i guess its more hmm...fun?? (this is the point when my vocab sucks!!!)haha:P Well today was very......fun!!!! very very!!! it was a long day however it just kept getting interesting more and more i guess.

Morning as usual woke up and went school at ard 9.00 am and met hoiching for chem spa 3..wow!! didn't know that inventing experiments can be so ...tedious..(did i spell that right??). Saw siti and Ridz in school..haha..and Lava too!! Lol!! OhMyGawd!! i did not know there was history test. I thought it was suppose to be when school reopen?? I am so dead. It seems that Lava said almost all History students went...MAN!! bUT oh Well, haha...lava had physics paper..both papers ..i wonder how they survived the crucial 2hrs?? of physics?? had to wait four hours doing nothing but read until lava to finish b4 we went off to Bukit Batok, West mall.

Haha..cant complain bout the waiting part cause i insist.. Then went to Tiong to buy a drink and talk and walk all the way with Lava, Evelyn and Sumi..Went on the train but apparently Lava forgot to call siti... haha...she was kinda of "scared" cause siti called 6 times!!?? Met up with Siti at the cinema...She wanted ice lemon tea drink then Lava volunteered me to go buy it 5 mins b4 the show start...Yup, i was dumb enough to take the escalator when i reach Shop N Save they were there cause they took the LIFT!! Haha..:D had good excercise.. Heehee..GUESS THE MOVIE??!! Transformers!! OhMyGawd!! It was totally awesome..hehe..Want to tell you the whole story but it'll take the whole page!! it is TOTALLY A MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEED I SCREAM??..haha:P

Then aft the movie we went to eat at this muslim indian stall..So SYIOK the food...
Ate, talk,ate,talk,ate,talk...haha..until like 7 something. This was the most relax day as we dont need to rush like always..hehe:) cheers!!! Louiza must come!! hehe..its a secret why she neva come...lalalala... Below are some pics i grab from Siti's facebook..enjoy!!

Right now waiting for the conferencing to happen..eh eh.. like got meeting...haha...dunno if it will happen cause tmw they got bio retest..GD LUCK you guys!!!! Not gonna black out soon but hehe....

Had ponder enough yesterday yesterday?? haha..want to ponder more?? well ...

--" what is the use of "practice makes prefect" when there is no such thing as "perfection"??-- >Thanks to Ridz..hehe..tried to oppose it but now i wonder..hmm...:D

TOODLES!!

oNE OF THE BUSIEST DAY...

2009-06-24T00:02:00.005+08:00

Bonjour!!:D

now is 12.09 a.m??After 2 crucial days..well not exactly 2 but anyway..yay!!! hurray for me blog..haha

The above is besides the point....

Today was Quite an interesting day. Well, was up early to go school for a SS retest. Later had dance prac for AYG..oHmYGawD!!! AYG!! (not willing but okie..i guess). Then run here run there between bio class and dance before class officially started. Bio class was fun...did lots of stuff but had to leave early for dance outing!! Went to Pizza HUT Harbour Front..which was cool..ooOoo..i ordered hmm...i think its called Dunno what Baked rice...can't remember. Then did took some pics and went home.

Haha...was talking to Siti and Lava at the same time..hehe...made siti confuse by repeating the same thing..
It went like this:

I said something...can't recall
Siti: That's fake!! F-A-K-E
ME: HUH??
Siti: i said F-A-K-E!! F-A-K-E!!
ME: F-A-K-E?? F-A-K-E?? fake?? u sure?? its F-A-K-Eeee
Siti: ya...i said F-A-K-E..eh?? F-A-K-E.. ya..i said F-A-K-E.. syuhaidah don't confuse me.
me: haha...really. you said F-A-K-E but its suppose to be F-A-K-Eee
(Lava silence as she thinks only crazy bugger talk to crazy bugger)
then it went on and on and on...SHH!! the others are secrets..haha..if you believe me.. bluek:P

But at this point of time i shld be aslp..haiz...tmw chem retest and i am officially totally DEAD!!
goodbye lovely world!! i'll miss u mostly..hehe
okie..gotta go!!

AVOA!!!

" WITH EVERY GUITAR STRING STRUM, THE NOTES COULD GUIDE A MUSICIAN TO PERFECTION NO MATTER HOW WRONG IT SOUNDS"---PONDER ON IT---