20090911
Sup??
Today wasn't great..had the biggest blow....its simple yet complicated...
ARGH!! feeling so guilty right now....OhMyGOsh!!!! i cannot believe myself...
Do anyone ever get angry at something? like really really mad :\ ?? Then feel so
guilty everytime it happens?? Well i do.. Lots!!!! Which isn't a great feeling at all
an will feel like smacking yourself...especially if the person is really close and the ones you loved..
i dun mean to dragged on but well it really do get onto my nerves and the guilty feeling won't go away
unless the person like smile or talk to me..This, is a signal that they are okay with me...
I have many flaws..Many many until i cannot even count. i really need to learn lots more about life
than i thought. it's just that you discover more flaws when you do mistakes or when you just fail
to do.. And trust me sometimes it is those things that you thing you can handle well. What more when you really think its your ability and it becomes a weakness..It really eats you up...
people can really lose it when you least expected..haiz...i still have a long way to succeed.findig ones true self is harder tan i thought. :(
Cheers and lead a happy life. hopefully Allah may bless me and the people i love with a great life and show the route to being a more better person. Amin.
Hahaha...k..bye finish already pouring my heart out
Feeling much better already:)
nightzz....
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Y11:08:00 pm
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20090910
HEY! Hey! hEy!
holidays is ending and i am really cramming..like totally argh!!! haha.But it's a great feeling cause i know i am working hard and at turbo speed for oLvls!! yeay!!kind of nervous about the upcoming prlims but i can do it and i know others can!!haha...:P
hmm...i can't believe its already the last few days of PUASA!! wohoo!! it felt so short although literally it is...hehefrom 30 days to 29!!!yes!!!right now watching America's Next Top model make me go crazy with all of TYRA'S fuuny reactios..woo!! i love the photo shoots. Very interesting..
*yawn* so sleepy!! so overly tired and worn out!!! haha..GOODNITE!!:D
ChiaoS!!! :)
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Y11:45:00 pm
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